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Friday, 29 May 2009
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Adrenaline Rush
29 May 09, Friday.
I always try to control my anger and emotions as much as possible, but I guess sometimes our EQ filter its just not that big enough. It has been quite awhile since I lost my temper on someone, it's not that I wanted to... I tried hard not to fall apart but the heat just kept raising and the pressure kept pumping, my head and body felt like one big fat ballon and what will happen if a ballon is overloaded? It will burst eventually.Though I made an approach to ask for forgiveness and apologise, but I guess nothing will be the same anymore. The perception of that person towards me will no longer be the same anymore. I guess this is what they call "humans", we are all humans after all.
Saturday, 25 April 2009
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Undecided title
It's Sunday, and it is sunny as every be. The rays from the sun penetrate through my tinted window and layed on my eyes' lids. Couldn't sleep no more and here I am stting in front my desktop Computer ("Lou Poh") inputting this entry.
Still suffering from fatigue from yesterday's jogging, I think I overdo it, under a mild rain with sweat I overdo it. I ordered RockBand 2 buddle yesterday. It comes with a wireless Guitar, a drum and a mic haha. My housemate and my brother both were like crazy over it. Didn't get to play much, as I decided to stay on bed until the sun goes down.
Can't remember why I am feeling tired all the time, can't figure out the answer to this question. I think maybe I should do a medical check up, a seriou medical check up. My fear for the worst is that I might be having Diabetes?!?!??!
Well, I hope not.Couldn't wait to get my PR, couldn't wait to start my own thing, couldn't wait to get out of my current job, it is just not for me. I can still remember her words "If you were my son, I would have kicked you". Haha, I guess she believes that this is not a right fit job for me, together with everybody else.
I hope I won't have to serve NS, because if I have to, it will be a long 2 years away from civilization. Not that bad actually, but lossing time is something I cannot afford to let it happen now...
The time is now 10.28 and I better get ready, it will be like 45 minutes to town from my new place. Have to hurry hurry haha!
Tuesday, 14 April 2009
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What lies Ahead...
15 April 09, Wednesday. Here i am, sitting infront of my computer, writing this entry. Still using the same computer, the same Monitor and same speaker. But, something big is different this time, I have moved to a new place at Pasir Ris.
The place is spacious as compared to my previous place, it is what they called a 4 room unit with a big hall and attached kitchen at the back. But of course, everything has it pros and cons. I have to get up 45 minutes earlier as the journey will take longer as before.
Still searching ways to earn more money, still searching ways to pursuit happiness, still searching ways to forget what had passed me by and what is hurting inside. It is a new start i tell myself, what lies ahead, well, I will only know when I reach the cross road.
Before I put myself to sleep, I hereby wanted to pray that everything will be fine, my family will be bless with good health and prosperity and also to those people around me, and may this place called Earth a better place for each and everyone of us.
Sunday, 13 April 2008
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Sleepy day
SLEEP<--- basically this is what have been doing for today. All wasted up for yesterday's energy output usage on the pool. As i have not been exercising for quite awhile, my body seems to be aching , whole part of it... from my torso down to my leg... this made me even lazier than usual.
Well thanks to this, i was able to have a good rest throughout the whole day, laying on my bed... ZzZzZzzzz offf, though i still dream, i was able to have a good mind rest and surprisingly it was quite long... longer than usual hehe : " ) wan sui! viva! suiyan sleeping !
Receive my card today and yay! i am able to do online transaction from now onwards. Well i just hope i dont spend too much on unnecessary stuff. Well i was actually thought of doing some online biz... will it really work i dont know.
The best thing in life is that what lies a head is clouded with mist right? the most we will be able to have a slight glance of what it might possibly be. Hence breaking through the mist... from there we only able to find the answer.
Grand me power! viva sui yan! i wana sleep right now!
tomorrow have alot of things to KIV and follow up haha hope i dont screw anything!
Friday, 11 April 2008
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Human Box Trailer
Woke up as usual, take a quick bath
Iron my clothings, dress myself up
Walk out the front door, Pulling lazy legs
Close the door behind me, and start a new race.I passed buildings, I passed trees
Queue up at the station, board a loaded train
Squeeze left Squeeze right, front and back
movement locked from toe to neck.
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